S: The New Now

Today marks 2 months. For the first time, it actually feels like it's been a while and it didn't just happen yesterday.

I was thinking I would send him a message today. You know, to highlight the occasion. But I have nothing to say. I would respond if reached out to, but I can't think of anything I want to tell him.

So I remain silent.

And he doesn't seem to miss me.

And I seem to miss him less.

He's fading.

This is the passage of time I was anxious for. And keeping my distance has helped.

As has Potential Mr. October.

I guess the only thing to do is keep moving forward. And see what the world looks like at the 3 month mark.

Go, Time...go.