S: Just Needed to Blog This Out Loud

Sometimes...no, a lot of times...I see people with other people who so obviously love them and I wonder why them and not me. Why do they get to have that?

I wonder what's wrong with me.

And then I wonder if I actually want to know the answer to that. Because there's probably nothing I can do about it.

Finding someone to share your life with is not an inalienable right. We don't all get to have that. My guess is I fall into the don't-get-to-have group. I'm prepared for that. But it still sucks.

Because it's inexplicable.

I mean, why not me?

(It's the giant nose zit, isn't it?)